Psychology

So yesterday I felt aweful, but then realised that I missed my childhood due to the fact of always hating myself, always ignoring and erasing myself.

I missed living my childhood, which is now gone and impossible to retrieve.

There is a time for realising things, a time to be sad about it, and another one to stop feeling sorry and actually do something about it.

Yesterday I realised what I want : I want to be a psychologist to help people to never feel the way I felt my entire life. Because this is no life.

And I will for sure not be one those “mmh mmh” psychologists or label-applier-drug-dealer psychiatrists.

How will I manage to focus on music and study? Do I want to be a psychologist or a musician? I don’t know. We’ll see. I believe I’ll find a way to mix both or one will serve the other. But both are important to me now.

Xx

Selomé

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